The days are just flying by faster and faster. I get more mixed emotions everyday that passes. Today my mom brought home a basket full of so many baby things that a girl that she don't even know from work made for me. It was the sweetest thing ever. For a couple minutes I actually forgot what my lil guy was gonna face and I could see him wearing the cute little crock's that were in there. It was good to have a gift to open since I decided to put my actual baby shower off till he comes home. I have received other odd's and in's from other people but this was an actual gift. Sounds weird but I was very excited and thankful to get it :)
Parker has been a very active lil guy these past couple of days, I am going to miss his lil hiccups and kicks and jabs at my ribs so much. I have started to pack our bags a little here and there, it seems like the more I pack the more sad I get b/c I just want him to come home like a normal baby and not have to fight like he is going to.
I find it crazy that in 17 days he will be here! At that point I have done everything I could do and it is now is God's hands to protect him like I have. I pray that he surprises everyone and comes out in a better situation than we anticipate.
I want to thank everyone for is praying for him and all of your kind words. I don't want people to think I want them to feel sorry for me or anything like that . I made this blog up for other parents that are going through the same thing can relate. I know it has helped me to talk to other mothers who are going through the same. I made the event up on Facebook to ask for prayers b/c it is the last thing that I can try to do to possible get god to understand that I want my baby more than life itself. The support I have received is more than I could have ever asked for. I wish I could meet and Thank each and everyone of you that are praying for my lil guys health.
Please continue to pray that
* Parker stays put until the dr's get him out
* He is strong enough to avoid ECMO
* He overcomes this and comes home to us