The days are just flying by faster and faster. I get more mixed emotions everyday that passes. Today my mom brought home a basket full of so many baby things that a girl that she don't even know from work made for me. It was the sweetest thing ever. For a couple minutes I actually forgot what my lil guy was gonna face and I could see him wearing the cute little crock's that were in there. It was good to have a gift to open since I decided to put my actual baby shower off till he comes home. I have received other odd's and in's from other people but this was an actual gift. Sounds weird but I was very excited and thankful to get it :)
Parker has been a very active lil guy these past couple of days, I am going to miss his lil hiccups and kicks and jabs at my ribs so much. I have started to pack our bags a little here and there, it seems like the more I pack the more sad I get b/c I just want him to come home like a normal baby and not have to fight like he is going to.
I find it crazy that in 17 days he will be here! At that point I have done everything I could do and it is now is God's hands to protect him like I have. I pray that he surprises everyone and comes out in a better situation than we anticipate.
I want to thank everyone for is praying for him and all of your kind words. I don't want people to think I want them to feel sorry for me or anything like that . I made this blog up for other parents that are going through the same thing can relate. I know it has helped me to talk to other mothers who are going through the same. I made the event up on Facebook to ask for prayers b/c it is the last thing that I can try to do to possible get god to understand that I want my baby more than life itself. The support I have received is more than I could have ever asked for. I wish I could meet and Thank each and everyone of you that are praying for my lil guys health.
Please continue to pray that
* Parker stays put until the dr's get him out
* He is strong enough to avoid ECMO
* He overcomes this and comes home to us
Thinking and praying for you and your lil guy!
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Jennifer
Mom to Dakota 12-25-2008
RCDH survivor
I'm praying for you! My baby didn't have this exact problem but he had quite a bit. I was only 18 years old when I had him and they said he wasn't going to make it but with enough prayers and love he pulled through. He's about to turn two and I thank God every day for my miracle. I will pray everyday for you guys and hope u have a wonderful story to share someday!
ReplyDeleteI have a friend who went through the same thing and she has a happy, healthy baby girl now. I wish the same for you and I will definitely keep your family and your doctors in my prayer.
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