6 months already

I  really can not  believe it has already been  6 months and  even better only 3 months till I get to see his little face. Most parents  look more  toward holding their little one, but with  CDH  I have somewhat  came to accept the  fact that it will be a bit longer  till we  get to  hold  our baby. So for now I  long to  see his little face and  hands. It is really crazy how  the past  6 months have  changed   my life. Before I got  pregnant   all I  did was  work and  spend time with  family and  friends, now in  6 short months  my life has been consumed with  just thoughts of  my baby and the future. We went from planning a shower  to worrying about  me and baby  making it through  surgery, back to planning a shower when we found out it was a  boy..... then we get the news that he has   CDH and  now  it is just  dr appointment  after  dr. appointment (  but  I get  tons of ultrasounds and get to see him every week). I only wish I could see the  future and see what it has in store for us  besides  a  good long stay in the hospital.